Hate

Giving into anger

Feels like giving into hate.

However, that is not the case.

Anger builds into hatred when it is

Unexpressed.

I haven’t allowed myself to express

My anger.

It’s turned to hatred

That turned my heart.

When someone asked if

I would kill my rapists given the chance

I had to think for a long while.

I decided no.

But now I know.

How much hatred has been sown

Into MySelf.

I want to let it go.

I want to let it simmer.

I want to run until my body fails me.

I want to scream until the waves say something back.

I want to let it go.

I want to feel the blood of those I hate.

I want to feast on the flesh of the bourgeois.

I want to take a stake to mine own heart.

I want to let it go.

I want to let the animals free.

I want to burn the pipelines.

I want to blow the dams.

I want to let it go.

I want to do what I was trained for.

I want to snipe the weak.

I want to revel in glory.

I want to let it go.

I want hearts to beat in fear to me.

I want there to be thunder in my name.

I want men to run from me.

I want to let it go.

I want to fuck until I’m brainless.

I want to peg my Ex.

I want to flash the world and say how’s this.

I want to let it go.

I want to burn the house I remodeled.

I want to burn my elementary school.

I want to burn every church I see.

I want to let it go.

I want to box and block.

I want a hit to the jaw.

I want to comeback with an eyebrow split.

I want to let it go.

I want to rip out the popular girls’ hair.

I want to paint blood sigils on suburb doors.

I want to remind people that life is scary.

I want to let it go.

I want people to know that it’s getting worse.

There’s more men on the streets willing to kill for me.

I want to raise an army.

I want to let it go.

Giving into anger

Feels unlike giving into hate.

Hatred is something procured.

Most people never really know the word.

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